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Thursday, April 06, 2006

wow, it's been a while. Yeah the gym is now my life. I pretty much live up there. I'm so tired of it too. I'm totally on the bottom of the food chain there so I never really get the best customers. It's really hard. I dunno. I might look into getting a job at a bank that one of my cousions works at. 9am-5pm on weekdays and off on weekends. Sounds really nice. So yeah life is rough.

Ok, I'm done.

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Friday, March 17, 2006

So when I found out that ORU made it into the NCAA tournament I cried. I miss ORU. I feel like a large piece of me is missing and that there's a big hole that's just getting filled with my new sucky secular life. I miss you, ORU.

Ok, I'm done.

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Sunday, March 12, 2006

Wow, it's been a while. sorry about that. I've jsut been REALLY busy with the new job. 12hrs a day 5 days a week. Phew! My last week at GameStop I was 3rd in the district. At Fitness Connection, I've been at the bottom of the food chain for the last two weeks. This job is like selling cars, no joke. It's totally high pressure and full of BS paperwork. I'm catching on tho. And the pay is good. So yeah right now that place is my life.

I've also started working out too. I'm sore in a new place everyday. I have my first weigh in tomorrow. Let's hope for the best.

Ok, I'm done.

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Thursday, February 16, 2006

Currently Listening
And the Rest Will Follow
By Project 86
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Holy new job, Batman!!!!

Yep I've got a new job. GameStop was great but didn't pay. Now I'm working at a gym called Fitness Connection. Well I'm not working there yet. I start next week. Basically if someone comes into the gym and want to sign up for a membership, they talk to me. I also have to call people in the community and stuff and ask them if they would be intrested in the gym. I get paid $1,350 a month plus commission on every membership I get. Sweet deal. I'm excited.

Ok, I'm done.

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Thursday, February 09, 2006

Ok, now I'm just mad. Looks like the saga with Katie continues. I failed to post this in my last post because in all honesty I forgot. Katie called me as I was leaving the Houston Auto Show. I was trying to get on the freeway and a had a car full of friends... loud friends. Asked me what I was doing and I said well driving, leaving the car show, going to Wal Mart to get food to cook for our Super Bowl Party. She's not saying much... AT ALL! And I go and say look I gotta go and I hang up on her. I dunno if she wanted to have the rest of our conversation but I really, truly was busy and she was really beating round the bush.

Haven't heard from her since. However, last night after church I open up the ole email. I have a message from my phantom myspace account ( I have NO clue how or why I have a myspace account, it's blank and has nothing on it... I'm xanga loyal). Deborah, a good long time friend from church, found my phantom myspace account and added me as a friend. I accepted and then I started looking around myspace (sorry Xanga team). All my church friends are on myspace and I went and looked at all their spaces. Then I found Katie's... ugh!!!!!!! Well, I guess on myspace you can change your name on a whim. Her name is "I love him." She has a pic up of her and some dude cuddled up on a couch. She has next to the pic "good things come to those who wait". I click on her pic... the caption says "<3 Me and Justin <3".. she has another pic just like that one that says "Love NEVER fails!" She has comments from one of her friends about the pic which says "awwww....ya look sooo happy together...awwww....YAY!!! I aM SOOO happy for you hun!!!! MUAH!!!" The is another comment on her regular comment thingy that says "I see you and Justin are finally together." And all this stuff is recent like 3 days old.

Katie and I two weeks ago had a conversation (if you wanna call it that). I was complaining that I never got to see her. Her response "I don't have time at all for anyone. That's why I'm not in a relationship with you or anybody else!" On week later she tells me that she doesn't have time for any of her friends and that she doesn't like me at all. Half a week later she's "finally together with Justin" because "Good things come to those who wait." I guess also to those who lie, avoid and deceive.

I'm not mad because I'm heartbroken. I'm not heartbroken at all actually. I didn't totally fall for her. I stated liking her after I put together the laundry list of evidence which proved that she liked me. I guess I was wrong. I dunno.. maybe she did like me and then this guy came around.. maybe she never liked me and was just using me.. I dunno, we've never talked about it. But anyhoo.. I'm angry cuz I've already caught her in at least 3 lies. It's like she thinks I'm a stupid gullible fool who isn't intelligent enough to see past all of her bs. I don't care who you are; you could be my g/f, my best friend, my mom, whoever. You don't go and disrespect my intelligence like that. Lying to me is probably the worst thing in the world that you could do to me. I'd much rather hear painful truth than some lie. You insult me when you lie to me like that. It's like saying "well I know you're too stupid to figure it out, Abel so I'll just make it all up." The worst part is that she thinks she's gotten away with it all. I've got at least 3 lies that I've confirmed and a few others that aren't confirmed. And she still thinks that the wool is over my eyes. I just dunno what to say. I don't know how somebody can just up and do that to somebody, anybody.

It just makes me so mad. So yeah I'm mad. I dunno what to do about the situation either. I guess I'll just never talk to her again. That seems immature but I dunno if I cold even trust her as a friend. I dunno.

I guess a little Homestar will make it all better.

Ok, I'm done.

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